ALRIGHT...

This is my swift kick in the ASS! I am going to the mall today and I am buying myself a GOOD pair of running/walking shoes and then I am going to start going to the gym everyday at lunch again! That is the plan. That is what I am going to do! I am not getting into bikini ready form yet, and it's driving me NUTS. Lots of work to do. I've been having major issues losing weight - and I know it's because I've been all F!#$d up on all of the meds and the withdrawals from the meds. But - those are really dissipating now - so, I should be almost good to go. So, there you go - that's what I'm doing and that's all there is to it. PLEASE hold me accountable! Lord knows I need help... why can't I just do it??? I don't know... The dieting part is easy, I don't have issues with that - getting to the gym is a whole other story... I have a goal though. I want to pierce my belly button this summer and I can only do that with a flat stomache. Not to mention that I need to show off my tattoo this summer in a lil string bikini...